I find myself with stage 4 colon-rectal cancer waiting for the bomb to go off. I have no idea, when or where my untreated cancer will go.At this time my cancer has not hit a major organ. I realize that could happen at any time.Truth be told I am living on bored time.
Currently I am battling an abdominal flu which has incapacitated me.. For now I have restricted myself to my room so as not to infect other vulnerable residents.Isolation has allowed me to reflect on my situation.I have resided for 8 months at this senior residence and for the most part it has gone well.I realize I need to be here for the care and support I am receiving.
My restricted mobility,fatique associated with my cancer have all served to limit my energy. The only times I go out is to medical and dental appointments. Socially I have a few dedicated visitors but for the most part I receive very few invitations from my previous social contacts.
I have tried to meet new people here and to attempt various new activities. At this stage I hope to blog regularly,try drawing.to attend lectures and play the odd game of bridge.
Financially I have budgeted well and for the most part I have not had to go into capital to reside here.
My goal is to try to reach my 80th birthday.
My faith,compassion and empathy remain at the highest level.
Thank you all for your support and prayers.
David
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